Starting to work full time

you're going to learn very quickly that my blog posts might sound more like journal entries.... so lets get started. I started work up again this week. I am working full time because although I love social media, I am unable to support myself from doing that. For the past few months I have been pursuing social media full time mostly out of fun. I never thought about it as a potential income stream (or never knew how to make money from it) so that is all it is to me, fun. 

I genuinely love it. I love being able to share how I have transformed my body and my mind to reach my goals. I love sharing my life and creativity, so I will continue to do so. working full time might make it more difficult for me to record, edit, and post in the same way that I was, but I will make it work the best that I can! 

so yes I am working full time and I might be a little more tired or have less freedom then I did when I didn't need to work, but I still plan on showing up. I do not know where this is going, but I know that I do not want to stop. so for the time being I will work, make money to support myself, and continue to post and be disciplined in the ways that I love. that is really the only reason I post. to share what I love, and I love fitness, I love transformation, pushing my boundaries, creativity, honesty, growth through personal struggle, and doing the hard things that most people don't. not because I am better than the people who don't, but because I can't live with myself knowing I had more to give. 

anyways... I am learning how to manage my time with working, how and when to workout, work, spend time with the people I love, stay creative, record, edit, post, keep my apartment clean,  and stay sane. What a privilege it is to be able to do all these things.